
By Julian Williamson
Shiloh and the Resurrection of the Dead
I am compelled to immerse myself in landscape. A West Tennessee farm boy, I spent most of my time outside. In summer I sunk my toes into warm dust the texture of talcum powder. In winter I sled down a long curving driveway in front of our home and across the bridge that led into a field. I visited abandoned houses and touched engravings on forgotten tombstones. I helped a cow birth her calf in a chill and slant February snow.
A powerful voice called me to Shiloh -- a vagabond mourning restless under the earth; a genealogical echo clattering down a long line of kin. Also a persistent Great Question tugs at me, encompassing heritage, allegiance, and the destiny of soul and body.
Alone, I set out walking a tree-canopied path older than the War itself: The Sunken Road, where some of the most violent fighting of the Civil War took place. It is a most expectant and hopeful time of year -- almost exactly the anniversary dates of the battle, which took place on April 6 and 7, 1862. The giant willow oaks sprout a crown of foliage delicate as tatting laid over a massive trunk. The water oaks have formed their rust-colored pollen strings, but these have not yet fallen. Redbuds appear regal purple instead of the characteristic rich red. The Holly has not yet bloomed. Sunlight mottles cedars into layered green light blocked against near featureless black shadows. A lone and slender ash lifts its limbs heavenward.
Shiloh: “Place of Peace” in Hebrew. Two days of Hell, and then a more lasting peace than anyone could forsee.
The battle began at daybreak the morning of the 6th as a surprise attack by the Confederates under General Albert Sidney Johnson. The army of the Mississippi -- about 44,000 men -- aimed to rout the 40,000 Federal troops encamped around the tiny log Shiloh church under the command of Ulysses S. Grant. Hoping to trap them in the swamp that lay hard upon the river just south of Pittsburg Landing, the Confederates slowly advanced, forcing the Union back upon succesive defensive positions at Ms. Sarah Bell’s peach orchard (in bloom then -- as it’s replica is now), then at water oaks pond, and finally along this trace. The battle stuck along The Sunken Road -- the Union determined at all costs to hold at last this position, the Rebels determined to make them yield.
How “sunken” is the road? Not very. Were I at this spot on that day, I would wish it a good deal more sunken. It is, however, muddy and narrow. Sweetgums and Hickories gather close on either side, their arms locked overhead in long and secret conference. Leaves rustle. Birdsong punctuates the unexpected serenity. Markers of cast bronze and iron march along charting every advance, retreat, deed of valor and ultimate sacrifice during the several stages of battle. Granite monuments incongruous and heavy as landlocked ships repose every few hundred yards. I draw near and smell the weight of sorrow.
With a bloodcurdling yell the Rebels storm an entrenched position on the Sunken Road where furious musketfire earns it the name “Hornet’s Nest”. General Benjamin Prentiss’ grim Illinois regiment repels the attack. Again and again. Every 45 minutes the Confederates yell, charge, fire, retreat, reload. Hours pass. General Johnson now rallies and leads the Rebel charges personally on horseback. He is shot and falls. The bodies of those in the vanguard lie unnaturally twisted upon one another, ovverun and trampled by each succeeding attack.
The day grows warmer.
Is it from lack of determination or unwillingness to sacrifice that the Rebels are failing? Do they not fight like men? Have they not prayed to God for his favor and protection? Has the Almighty nevertheless taken up camp with the Federals? Does God choose sides in a battle? Is there any way to know?
Philosophically and theologically overwhelmed, I do what I usually do in such circumstances: pull out my pipe. Immediately I realize I must make an important decision: on which side of the Sunken Road do I have my smoke? Like Native Americans, I do not share tobacco lightly. I smoke with friends only; the incense seals a covenant: a treaty of peace more important and lasting than my signature.
I veer left through the bitter fighting at the Hornet’s nest, skirt a narrow treeline along Duncan field, and hunker down against a hickory at the rear of Bankhead’s Tennessee Battery. I pack my pipe with determination, cup my hands and breathe in the flame. Tobacco’s dry and burns hot. The varnish on the pipe blisters and cracks.
Sharp reports issue from cannon amassed on this hilltop. A trebling and thunderous concussion rolls over as 64 Confederate artillery pieces launch a hail of cannonball and grapeshot above the heads of their own charging infantrymen and into the Federal line only 300 yards away. The Confederacy’s finest hour at Shiloh is at hand: outgunned and flanked by the Rebels, 2000 Union soldiers under Major Prentiss surrender. The Hornet’s nest is taken; the Federal line falls back to Owl creek and the last ridge before the escape route to Pittsburg landing is cut off.
A great victory seems near at hand.
I bang out ashes against the trunnion of a cannon made by Quimby and Robinson in Memphis. It flakes rust. I sit and smoke here with my Confederate fathers and brothers not because their cause is just (I can never imagine slavery so), but because it is Lost. I run my hand along the inside flange of the muzzle, fingers lightly tripping over the worn rifling. I am a Southern man, a compatriot of those who swabbed, packed, and fired this weapon against all hope. Clothed in the prayers of their families and communities, convinced of the Almighty’s favor, they would yet taste defeat. This loss binds our communion.
At long last, fighting ceases for the day. The Northeners retreat to their mangled camp to nurse their wounds, eat, and repack musket charges for tomorrows assault. The Army of the Mississippi goes to bed hopeful, but endures a sleepless night as Federal gunboats fire salvos from battleships stationed on the Tennessee river, disguising the noisy clamour of Buell’s 14 ,000 reinforcements arriving in the dead of night.
The next morning Grant’s command, reinforced by Buell, sweeps the field like the vengeance of God. By the end of the day, the Confederacy surrenders the ground hard-won yesterday, leaving their fallen behind enemy lines.
Between the two armies, almost 24,000 killed, wounded, or missing. It has been the bloodiest battle in American history. On account of the warm weather, Grant orders his troops to bury the dead immediately. Union soldiers, identified by regiment and name, and Confederate soldiers, unable to be identified, are interred in seperate mass graves.
The War grinds on.
At long last, Lee surrenders at Appamatox. Workers return to Shiloh, disinter the Union heroes, and place them in individually marked graves. They rest in a beautifully laid out and manicured cemetery on the grounds of Shiloh National Military Park.
The Rebels, hastily buried the evening of the battle, remain in the trenches. There are 5 known and numerous unknown locations where over 1,700 bodies lie stacked like cordwood. For many minutes I stand motionless next to the largest of these. The day itself grows still.
A phlanx of middle-schoolers on field day breaks the silence as they bustle about excited to be released from their sunless classrooms even if to visit a graveyard. They clamber around old man George’s log cabin, throw pinecones at each other, giggle and run heedlessly here and there. Markers and monuments stand unheeded and unread...they’re deaf to the echo of musketfire, or the stomach-sickening concussion of cannon. Radiating freedom and joy, their faces are the only flag of truce to be found here. They swarm around me, pass, and clamber back on their dazzling yellow bus before I’m wholly aware of what’s happened. The bloody Shiloh silence descends like a curtain.
“The hand of the Lord was upon me, and carried me out in the spirit of the Lord, and set me down in the midst of a valley which was full of bones... and, lo, they were very dry...”
Despair stalks me. It is the fear I’ve come here to face. I come alone because a companion’s presence dulls it. Death is the destiny of every man, but there is more than death in my despair: A solitary Union grave may contain enough of the original raw material to miraculously be reanimated, but the dust of my countrymen is mingled among that of his fellows to such an extent that it defies faith to imagine how individual physical resurrection might be possible. In this trench 700 bodies lie head-to-toe 7 layers deep. Even the resurrection is more complicated if you fight on the losing side.
I feel the digits of decaying men clutching at me. I feel the digits of my own faith blindly groping for substantial hold.
Late afternoon. Near Rhea springs lies a smaller and lesser-known Confederate burial trench that is not on the guided park tour. It is in a cedar glade. Striped pink and purple flowers smaller than a fingernail bloom all over the site -- but not in the surrounding field. I pick a few, apologizing. Exhausted, I down my last drought of water.
A clear yet faintly warm sunlight blossoms around a dogwood hovering before a row of gnarled and ancient cedars. I light the last pipe of the day and move closer until the tree fills my vision. The steam-locomotive voice of the Lord screams over the rails: “Son of man, can these bones live?”
A blue ribbon curls about my head and away. Dogwoods explode like cannon in the woods and treelines... I wonder as I slowly circle the trench, quoting the Apostle’s creed aloud from memory. Acrid tobacco-incense, the Prayer, and the cedars’ prickly aroma braid together and rise. A bit self-conscious, I pause to lift my hands at the conclusion: “I believe in the Resurrection of the body, and the life everlasting.”
Evening shadows descend. Beauregard retreats to Corinth, Sherman in hot pursuit. A lonely and tragic peace settles on Shiloh as I retrace the Sunken Road past the markers and memorials, the resplendent dogwoods, and on toward home.

